I Have A Restless Soul!

I was talking to my dad today, who I like to call Felix Unger because he reminds me of him in EVERYWAY.  I said, "Felix" do you know I have a Restless Soul, and I'm never satisfied with life?  He said, "Well that's good daughter, it's good to be restless and never satisfied because that means you have Drive."..... That could also mean I suffer Depression too, but "Felix" tells me when I feel down go mow the grass and clip hedges.  Even though 2 of his daughters suffer mental illness he can't quiet seem to grasp that concept.  Then I said, "Felix, I don't forgive, forget, and I burn a lot of bridges.  I also said, "I don't have many friends and I constanly delete friends & family members from facebook simply for not responding if I asked a  question, so I don't think a lot of people will be at your funeral."  He said, "DESIREE YOU NEED TO GO TALK TO A PRIEST.  I said I did and the priest told me to say the rosary.  I told the priest I look at rosaries and think to myself, "I can make these and sell them at a craft show".  Has my father forgotten what I wrote in my memoir?..... I had my finger in the face of a traveling catholic monk telling him that his Relaxing CD's didn't do SHIT for me, and I was STILL SICK.  I probably didn't say that exactly in my memoir, I probaby "sugar coated" that incident in 2010.  You know you are incorrigable when a Priest says, "You might want to talk to a Professional as in a Psychiatrist.",,,, Then "Felix" says go talk to that nun you like so much...... Well I did.  She told me to write a testimony and bring it to her personally.  It seems other things I have given the Nunnery don't quite get to the nun.  So I type a letter called Love, Laughter, and The Lord.  I thought it was hilarious. I know my nun as a great sense of humor she will get it, she will get it (I really thought she would)..... But not thoses Phony Balonys working for her will..... Guess what happened after I hand delivered my funny Testimony?....NOTHING....I saw were the Nunnery was having a Barn Dance to raise money....WOW, I didn't know Jesus danced and besides that Bridge Is Now Burned....REJECTION REJECTION REJECTION BAD LUCK BAD LUCK BAD LUCK.....My Deep Seeded Depression is so BAD my Psychiatrist has me on a Mood Stablizer which seems to work about Half A Day then I go back to being PISSY.  So lets go through this again.  I Have A Restless Soul, I'm Never Satisfied, I Don't Forgive, I Don't Forget, I Burn Bridges, I Tell Off A Catholic Monks and I'm PISSY!......See you later I'm going to Mow the F@#kin Grass!